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It Happens…

12 Oct

You know how sometimes you relinquish the pointless dodging and just accept what ever sh*t that comes your way, ‘course you know that no matter how much you try to shun away, you can never dodge the bullet.  I mean- NEVER. It seems that I’m always attracting brainless crap (like how honey is madly attracting bees, and maybe bears- I don’t know), and I can’t seem to shake them off! I am always the first target. I just have THE FACE for sh*t; whatever that means.

Did I feel indignant and hapless? ‘Guilty!’

Was I vehement in dealing with the pointless crap? ‘……’

Did I feel life was unfair, and why couldn’t it be someone else? ‘Totally.’

Constant self-proclaim princess whining? ‘Nah, not to that extent. ;P’

As the months passed, I have learned to laugh it off and be indoctrinated to the fact that I am just destined to be the target for sh*t stuffs. On the bright side, joking around with J on why, and how am I apt to attract brainless crap, can really be a great laugh!

And besides, looking around, I am sure other people receive more crap than I do. So, why should I be complaining? Nowadays, when sh*t comes my way, I just accept it. I don’t exact embrace it with a warm hugs and kisses (who does that), but, let’s just put it this way.. I am indifferent/ immune to these now.

So tell me how do you feel when suddenly all these sh*t are suddenly lifted off your shoulders?

Suddenly, ‘BBAAMM!’ they are all gone!

Oh boy, this feel is so wicked awesome! It was exhilarating! Clear cerulean blue skies and all that jazz… Rainbows and unicorns, and pastel coloured gumballs rained on my parade (Don’t judge)…

Because of certain circumstances, I was freed! It was so unexpected. I mean, I was all ready to just go through the sh*t, but now they are all gone! 😀

What have I learnt from this?

If you can’t beat them, join them! You will learnt to accept it sooner or later, and maybe, just maybe the Lord will just take all the horrible things in life and you will be so happy, ‘course it was so expected. It is these unexpectedness that brings even greater happiness! It can really make your day! Try it!

This definitely beats moaning and blaming your wretched hapless life. Life goes on- whether you are happy or not right?

So why not? ‘Cause…..

Food for thought! 😀

I Need To…

9 Sep

It’s already 2 months in the workforce…

There are some things in my life I need to change to break free from this wretched life I have.

I need to… Let GO!

I need to… LIVE for ME. Not for work, but for ME.

I need to… Do things I LOVE.

I need to… Sing. Sing praises to God.

I need to… Sing. Sing songs I love.

I need to… Bake. I find comfort in baking sweets.

I need to… Exercise.

I need to… Read.

I need to… Have ME time everyday.

I need to… Smile more.

I need to… Stop trying to be RIGHT. (Even though I am usually right- just saying…)

I need to… be HAPPY.

I need to… Change my perspective on things.

It’s definitely going to be hard. But… I need to TRY!

The Little Things

10 Nov

Just a few days ago, I saw the most breathtaking view through my window. The ordinary view I saw everyday was all so lovely for that minute or two. The sky that blanketed over my neighborhood  was beautifully decorated with the most amazing fluffy white clouds I have seen in ages.

The view from my window overlooking my neighborhood

The view was so amazing that I just had to take a couple of photos! The clouds are just so pretty! I may sound like a little child, amazed by anything and everything- but isn’t small little things like this that we live for?

For that moment, I felt that there is everything worth living for. Through all the hardships- small and big, it is these small and beautiful things in life that cross our paths and keeps as going.

Ain't it just B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L; these clouds remains me of the clouds in the The Simpsons show (below)

The next day, as I was on my way to school, I was the most heartening thing. A elderly man was pushing his wheel-chair bound wife up the train. Upon seeing this, I just suddenly left a slight of hope that love (good) exists. All the things negative in life- betrayal, hatred, war, terrorism, bullying are all being blurred by this sight.

Elderly Couple (taken from the Internet)

There are many positives in life; we just need to put on the positive glasses on to adjust our vision in order to see them. In the midst of all things negative, hard, and unbearable, there is always something to live for. We need to stay positive-look for little happiness in life that motivate us to move forward!

LIfe is beautiful- it is up to us to make it wonderful

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